Actually, I am the kind of introvert person who prefers being with her own family and work. In the last 3 years, I have faced some serious downfalls in my academic career and a decline in my performance in my studies just because I tried to socialize more which is actually against my introvert nature.
This seriously damaged my self-esteem and my confidence as well. Now, Satan is continuously distracting me from my studies through different kinds of whisperings like" I am violating the rules of Islam by not socializing and not making friends with my fellows or any one, or that I am a selfish person".
Kindly guide me! I want to serve and help others but not through making any kind of relationship and spending my time with them. Am I really doing something wrong?
In this counseling answer:
• You should ensure that your introverted nature does not prevent you from making healthy relationships with people.
• I would also encourage you, my dear sister, to try and taste the beauty of loving sisters for the sake of Allah (swt) and making friendships with them, even if it is with one or two other sisters.
• Remember, we all may have certain traits by nature, whether they be introverted or extroverted. The key is that we can manage them in a way so they do not affect our personal and professional life negatively and develop other traits that ensure we are balanced.
Thank you for your question. I think there are two separate issues here to cover.
One is inherent characteristics or a type of “nature” that we are born with and/or were nurtured into, and the other is traits that we can purposely adopt because they are good. So, in your case, you mentioned that you are an “introvert”. First, yes, it is normal to be someone who is quieter in nature.
In fact, there can be great advantages to having this trait because usually, it means that you think more than you can speak. Susan Cain, in her book on “The Power of Introverts in a World that Can’t Stop Talking” discusses many advantages that introverts have, so I would recommend that as a resource to read/watch.
The challenge for introverts is that in most societies, one needs to be outspoken and social to find more opportunities and in some cases to even advocate for their rights. Yes, you should ensure that your introverted nature does not prevent you from making healthy relationships with people – even if it’s a few, which is perfectly fine. Usually, extroverts are more likely to form relationships with many people whereas introverts prefer to form deeper relationships with fewer people.
You mentioned that you “want to serve and help others but not through making any kind of relationship or spending my time with them”. Again, this may be a preference you have that you need to be aware of and may, indeed, prefer to work with. So, for example, you can do things like write or plan an event. However, remember that you don’t want this preference to turn into a fear or type of social anxiety of being around other people.
You just need to recognize that you prefer to be around your family (which are the people thus far whom you naturally formed the closest bonds with); however, as you grow and in sha’ Allah get married, have children, and start working, you will need to form healthy relationships with all of those people. Remember the Prophet (saw) said:
“He who mixes with people and endures the harm they do is better than he who does not mix with them or endure the harm they do.” (Tirmidhi, Ibn Majah)
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I would also encourage you, my dear sister, to try and taste the beauty of loving sisters for the sake of Allah (swt) and making friendships with them, even if it is with one or two other sisters. There is so much value and reward for this type of love that is not based on blood relations or worldly interest like business or money. The Prophet (saw) said that,
“Allah will say on the Day of Resurrection: ‘Where are those who love one another through My glory? Today I shall give them shade in My shade, it being a day when there is no shade but My shade.” (Bukhari)
So, in conclusion, we all may have certain traits by nature, whether they be introverted or extroverted. The key is that we can manage them in a way so they do not affect our personal and professional life negatively and develop other traits that ensure we are balanced. And with everything, ask Allah (swt) to make things easy for you and to always hold the best for you.
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