Salam ‘Aleikom my dear sister,
So, in response to your question about being alone and having difficulties with interacting with other people and, as a result, avoiding social situations to the point that causes you are depressed at the end of the day. Certainly, what you are describing here sounds like you are experiencing some kind of social phobia or social anxiety disorder, in which case you need to adress it as it clearly affects your daily functioning and ultimately makes you feel depressed at the end of the day….
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