Islam taught us that life is a journey of tests and trials but in that which is relevant to people’s reality. All what you have mentioned could be a mental problem that you are facing because of previous past, fear and much concern for yourself and your loved one that you like to protect from any harm.

 

I advise you to see a psychiatrist and make an evaluation to see if mental illness has to do with any of these things you are going through. Most of the issues you mentioned are things that people who might experience in the beginning can grow to be in the level of Waswasah or whispers that sometimes can take a toll on someone’s mental status.

No doubt, the recitation of the Quran morning and evening before you go to bed especially Al-Fatiha, Al-Kursi and last three small Surahs in the Quran will bring you peace and help you feel better insha’Allah.

 

Almighty Allah knows best.