Wa `alaykum As-Salamu wa Rahmatullahi wa Barakatuh

 

In the Name of Allah, the All-Merciful, the Mercy-Giving

 

All praise is due to Allah. Peace and blessings be upon His Messenger Muhammad.

 

The Messenger of Allah (peace and blessings be upon him) said, “One who repents from sin is like one who committed no sin.” (Ibn Majah)

 

Sincere repentance wipes out the sin and all its consequences. Allah has promised to forgive all sins upon repentance saying “Say, [O Prophet]: O My servants! Those [of you] who have committed [sins in great] excess against their own souls, never despond of the mercy of Allah! For, indeed, Allah forgives sins, one and all. Indeed, it is He [alone] who is the All-Forgiving, the Mercy-Giving.” (Az-Zumar 39:53)

 

A Muslim has to have firm belief in this promise and has to think good of His Lord. In one Divine Haidth (hadith Qudsi) Allah says, “I am to my servant as he thinks of Me.” (Al-Bukhari and Muslim)

 

This means that if a person thinks good of Allah and has trust in His mercy and forgiveness, Allah will treat him accordingly; but of one thinks bad of Allah, doubts His promise, and is despaired of His mercy, Allah will treat him according to his thoughts of Him.

 

I think you have now realized why such bad things happened to you.

 

Almighty Allah knows best.