In the Name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.
All praise and thanks are due to Allah, and peace and blessings be upon His Messenger.
If you are in full control of your senses, then you are responsible for your actions. If according to your physician, your physician says that these could be due to the side effects of your medications, then you may be excused. However, such judgment belongs to Allah.
You owe it to yourself to see a behavior counselor or therapist who may help you with tips and practical methods of altering or changing your behavior.
In the meantime, I ask you to avoid such situations that are provocative as best as you can and seek repentance and ask forgiveness of Allah constantly.
Only Allah has the authority to send people to heaven or hell. So, I cannot make that judgment.
Allah Almighty knows best.
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