Wa `alaykum As-Salamu wa Rahmatullahi wa Barakatuh

 

In the Name of Allah, the All-Merciful, the Mercy-Giving

 

 You should never despair of the mercy of Allah. Never mind your physical challenges, you have value in the sight of Allah. The Prophet, peace be upon him, said, “Let no one belittle or consider himself as worthless.”(Reported by Ibn Majah)

 

So, you should know that the doors of Allah’s mercy are open for you. However, you need to knock at His door unceasingly. Allah says, “Whoever is mindful of Allah, Allah will provide for his relief and succor (i.e., a way of out of difficulties).”

 

And the Prophet, peace be upon him, said, “Whoever makes istighfar consistently, Allah will grant him relief and provide for him in ways he would never be able to estimate.” (Reported by Abu Dawud and others)

 

So, make istighfar and beg Allah to open doors for you. The Prophet, peace be upon him, taught us to pray unceasingly and never to lose hope.

Once you do that, hoping and trusting in Allah, He will come to your help in ways you would never even imagine.

 

If you find yourself unable to restrain your sexual urge, you should think of marriage. If you think you will not be able to support your wife, then work to excel in your studies and try to get the government job you are seeking and pray to Allah to facilitate it.

 

In the meantime, practice self-restraint and intermittent fasting. I pray to Allah to help you overcome your challenges and grant you success in realizing your goals in life.

 

Almighty Allah knows best.