I am sorry I cannot quite understand your insistence on resorting to a course of action that is recommended or permissible in the Shari`ah.

 

Circumcision is an integral feature of religious traditions inherited from the previous prophets, which the Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) came to restore and institute.

 

Therefore, it is not befitting a true believer to opt out of the decisions made by Allah and His messenger to please their carnal desires or whims and fancies. Allah says,

“Now whenever God and His Apostle have decided a matter,  it is not for a believing man or a believing woman to claim freedom of choice insofar as they are concerned: for he who [thus] rebels against God and His Apostle has already, most obviously, gone astray.” (Al-Ahzab 33:36)

 

Therefore, I would urge you to dispel such Satanic whisperings. You can empower yourself by offering the following supplication:

 

Allaahumma habbib ilayna al-eemaana wa zayyinhu fee quloobinaa wa karrih ilayna al-kufra wa al-fusooqa wa al-‘isyaan

 

(O Allah, endear faith to our hearts and embellish our hearts with it, and bless us to abhor disbelief, shameful deeds and disobedience.”

 

Allah Almighty knows best.