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Quitting Job For Kids; Will I Turn A Nobody?

And then I turned into nobody.

Leena talks about moving from a high-flying, well-paying job to simply staying at home. Her family was mortified.

As the eldest of seven siblings, all of whom are either in university or already professionals, her mother’s disappointment resonated through and through while visitors came to see Leena and her second baby days after the birth.

Leena had quit her job about a year and a half earlier because she could not stand sending her firstborn to a nursery anymore.

The disappointment was so obvious, especially when there were all these aunties asking how long my maternity leave would last.

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She [Leena’s mother] could not bring herself to explain that her daughter was *just a housewife* and walked out of the conversations.

“That expression of disappointment, of having a daughter who is a nobody, lasts with me forever.”

Mothers Prioritizing the Home

While it seems like the ideal Muslim family has the wife staying at home to take care of the children, it is different for the daughters of some cultures where it’s expected for women to work, build a career, bring in a lot of money, have children, but send them off to childcare.

Quitting Job For Kids; Will I Turn A Nobody? - About Islam

While there is so much media highlight on Muslim women being forced to stay at home, many mothers like Leena – educated even – fight tooth and nail for acceptance to just “be a mother.

Hajar describes her route even more vividly.

As a chartered accountant, she quit her job while planning for her second child, as she felt she would benefit her family a little more with her presence at home.

“My parents always measured our success by using the salary scale and often boasted to others about how much we [she and her siblings] earned.”

So with Hajar quitting her job, it was a massive letdown for her family’s reputation.

Turning Into a Nobody

Just like Leena, she pretty much turned into a nobody.

It’s difficult,” continues Leena. “Every time there is a family meeting, I get excluded. If I happen to be around, they will let me know that my opinion doesn’t matter. They remind me that I have children, as if children were a deterrent from basic human intellect.”

Funnily enough, Islam puts so much emphasis on raising children that it’s peculiar to see women being sidelined for wanting to be full time mothers, and these were Muslim mothers to top it off.

“It wasn’t just my parents, though,” Hajar elaborates. “My husband was terrified to inform his parents about our decision, and when he did, things got substantially worse.”

From Being the Trophy Wife into a Burden

From being the “Trophy Wife”—the one with the high-flying career (and the one who bought their home)—Hajar turned into a burden upon the son of her in-laws. Her husband had to justify how much he spent on his family.

Every visit would be speckled with sarcasm. Either one of them asking her directly when she was going to get a job again, when she was planning to go back to work.

They were telling her that breastfeeding was going to result in problematic children, and that in fact, her children were already problematic because they were so attached to her.

“I just remained silent as the first two [children] grew older, as they were expecting me to go back to the workforce. Then I got pregnant again,” says Hajar. “Needless to say, I got shut into cold storage.

My mother-in-law used to comment on how she always worked and could never do “that” [such as sit and read with the kids].

But once I was pregnant again, they stopped talking to me all together. It was like I had gotten myself pregnant on my own or something, just to add an extra burden to their son.”

The family seemed religiously inclined. While never missing prayers and having some “Muslim standards,” children—or grandchildren for that matter—were neither a priority nor a pleasure.

Most conversations the family always had revolved around something materialistic, like someone’s expensive car or someone else’s large-screen television.

With their own daughter having a professional career and actively choosing to remain single, Hajar was constantly being compared to her designer handbag or latest mobile phone.

Making Sacrifices that Go Unnoticed

Anis gave all of that up as well. As a mother of four and former banker, she decided that spending thousands of dollars on her car would be a small price to pay to raise her children.

Quitting Job For Kids; Will I Turn A Nobody? - About Islam

It isn’t easy,” Anis says. “You get used to money. I could buy things for myself without asking my husband. Now I stay at home with four children and one stable income.

In a world where material success is prioritized over the well-being of families, it can have some really negative side effects on your self-esteem. It’s bad enough that a vast segment of society sees you as doing “nothing at all.”

And again, unsupportive in-laws add a plot twist to an already ugly internal struggle.

“I live with my mother-in-law,” explains Anis.

“She is unwell, so I try to be patient. But having her around and having her ask me to go back to work every single day can be stressful. She even hands me those flyers that advertise jobs for cleaners and cashiers.”

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