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Motherly Ties Bind My Conversion

05 July, 2016
Q As-salamu`alaykum, I am in my twenties and I have been a Muslim for over five years now. Since I have converted, I have been having a lot of problems with my mother. As you may know, Brazil is 95% Catholic, so you can imagine my mother's sock. She is visiting me right now, and yesterday we had probably the worst argument. I recently became an American Citizen, and just received my passport. The argument started when she saw that I was wearing a hijab on the picture. I don't know what to do anymore, she won't listen to me, she doesn't care to learn about Islam, or try to understand. She won't understand why I wear the hijab or why I converted to begin with. She calls me names like "fanatic", "crazy", "judgmental". And I know I am not any of those things. Imagine, she calls me a fanatic just because I wear a hijab. She also says things like "you have betrayed your country, your culture and your family". These things really hurt inside. I feel like drifting away from her, but I know that this would be haram, and I don't think I could ever do that. Her lifestyle is very different from mine, but I never judge her about any of her actions. I love her unconditionally, and I never even talk to her about Islam, because I know she will get offended, and she'll start saying that I am trying to convert her. She also has a problem with my husband. He is from Pakistan, and she is not even trying to get to know him. She's always judging him, assuming things about his life, and she doesn't even know him. It seems that she's trying really hard to break my marriage, she says things to try and turn me against my husband or to make me confused. I am so tired of this. I am so tired of fighting, of trying to explain myself to my mother. She is very stubborn, but is there a way to make her understand the Islamic life I chose? Thank you in advance for any advice you may be able to give me.

Answer

As-salamu`alaykum,

You cannot make your mom do anything – only Allah can change people’s hearts. I think you need to focus on being patient and persevering with your mother’s reactions and how she is dealing with your life changes. Only in time will she see that the things she is accusing you of are not true and only through your excellent character and behavior and by showing her how good a daughter you are as Allah has ordered you to be will she be put at ease.

She is scared and perhaps resentful for your conversion – she probably sees it as a personal betrayal to her or as if you have rejected her, your family and your peoples’ ways and culture. You need to show her that you haven’t done those things, only that you have chosen a way to further better your way of life and your character within the culture of where you are and the bounds and potentials of who you are. Islam did not come to eradicate culture, only to perfect it. She needs to understand this. Religion and culture are not the same.

You need to be patient and prove your mother wrong through your unconditional love for her. Beg for Allah’s help and ask Him – particularly through Tahajud prayer and du`as’ to ease your mother’s heart and to put her at ease with your decision. Ask Him to make your tests and trials easy for you and to open up your mother’s heart with understanding and acceptance.

This is a test of your patience and perseverance. Do not cut off ties with your mother and avoid arguing as best you can. I know this is difficult, as a convert I have gone through this to some degree as well with my own mother, although my mother has been very understanding, al hamdu lillah.

Don’t feel the need to be right. Respond to your mother’s questions in a reasonable way and leave it at that. If you feel that your mother is trying to argue with you, then try your best to walk away, change the subject, or find some other respectful way of dealing with the situation.

Do not compromise your beliefs but try and present them in a way that will cause the least amount of friction. This is best done through reason, which requires knowledge. You must arm yourself with knowledge so that you can answer her accusations in the most appropriate way. Do not rely on dogmatic responses, this will give her the impression that you actually are fanatical or brainwashed.

For example, study the scholarly writings on why women are commanded to wear hijab, its social importance, how the headscarf is just one aspect of the total concept of hijab, etc. There is no asset greater in these situations than sound knowledge. As such, see this test from Allah as a means of improving your own knowledge and conviction of Islam as truth. It is a powerful educational experience to be forced to respond to accusations about your faith – especially coming from your mother!!

Don’t be judgmental. Remind her that this is what you have come to believe on your own through your own heart. Avoid making universal statements and by all means avoid ‘trying to convert her’ with verbal arguments. In sha`Allah in time, Allah will ease her heart and mind and mend your relations with her. Lastly, again, know that

Allah is the one that changes hearts

About Dr. Abd. Lateef Krauss Abdullah
Dr. Abd. Lateef Krauss Abdullah is a Research Fellow at the Institute for Social Science Study’s Community Education and Youth Studies Laboratory, Universiti Putra Malaysia. He received his B.A. from the University of Delaware (U.S.), his M.S. from Columbia University (U.S.) and his PhD from the Institute for Community & Peace Studies (PEKKA), Universiti Putra Malaysia in 2005 in the field of Youth Studies. Abd. Lateef is an American who has been living in Malaysia since 2001. He is married and has 2 children.