I am married for two years. After few months of marriage we moved to US. Recently went to India for vacation after two years. My husband is very caring and fun loving person.
He never judges me he just loves the way I am. We always shared each and every responsibility at home.
Me and my husband thought of buying an apartment in India. I left to India first and husband came later.As soon as my husband came to India I left to in laws home. My parents never showed any difference between me and brother.But in our in laws house its very different.
Women are supposed to care of only household chores and do-not enter in any other matters and all the decisions are taken by father in law.Women are supposed to stay quiet.
So my mother in law slowly started complaining about my behavior. She told me not to make fun of my husband in front of others even if my husband makes fun of me. She also told me to stay at my parents home not to interfere while buying a flat.
My husband spoke to his mother and supported me and told her that each and every decision will be taken by both of us not matter if I am working or not.
Then comes my father in law he always tells my husband what to do every time. In US we both used to decide what to do where to go and all the other things.Suddenly after going to India everything has changed my mom in law started judging me and my father in law interferes every time.He tells my husband and me where to go what to do.
I spoke to husband regarding my father in laws interference he said he is okay with this and this how our life will be when we return to India after four years.I am emotionally very attached to my husband.I tell him what ever I do. My parents do-not interfere between us.My parents used to never say anything before marriage.
I used to have very less number of friends because I don't like it when people make of fun of me and judge me. I always used to avoid people who ever used to judge me.
But after marriage everything has changed. I feel suffocated whenever I stay with in laws because I have to live my life according to them otherwise I will get judged. I cant avoid them like the way I used to avoid judgmental people before marriage.
They do all the shirk acts and they won't force me to do it.They give more priority to my husband than me.They don’t tell me the decisions they take.
I feel like everything has changed after marriage and I don’t have my own life. In US its just only me and husband. So husband used to pamper me a lot while we are in US. But in India its totally different. My husband always gives first importance to his parents than me. I fear if I can adjust with my in laws if we move to India after four years.
I stopped being too close with my husband because I don’t want to get emotionally attached to him. I fear he might ignore me when we move to back to India. All these thoughts are killing me deep down.
We are planning to have kids and if i conceive my in laws will come to US. I fear the same thing will repeat in US too. My in laws judging me and interfering in each and every matter. My husband ignoring me. I don’t know what to do.
I cant stand up for myself and can't talk to people directly when all these things happen and I keep on thinking about them. May be i have to accept the fact that my in laws and husband can never treat me the way parents looked after me with so much love and care. I can't even adjust with my laws and can't leave my husband. I don’t know what to do ?
Answer
In this counseling answer:
While sharing your fears, it’s also a chance to ask important questions:
Are there any limits to what your in-laws can interfere with?
How will your husband make sure your feelings and needs and rights are not ignored entirely?
Has he ever stood his ground with his father before?
Use the space you both have to talk without interference and external influence.
Reassure your husband that you want to have a good relationship with them, but you cannot pretend to be someone you are not. After all, he loves you for who you are.
Make du’aa’ to Allah to guide you to what is best. Keep an open dialogue with your husband and pray for his parents too.
As-Salamu ‘Aleikom,
Thank you for your question and sharing details with me to help me have a better picture of your relationship with your husband as well as your family of origin and your in-laws.
It sounds like your husband loves you a lot. He has shown this not just by his treatment of you when in the United States, but also standing up for you in front of his mother. He let her know that you both make joint decisions on important matters.
This sounds like a pretty big step for him to have taken for you and for himself. It’s not likely his mother appreciated being corrected but he did it anyway.
Husband
This’s a positive sign that there are common sense and flexibility in your husband. You should have a lot of hope that he is going to help you both figure out a win-win situation for your marriage as well as dealing with his parents.
While it doesn’t seem like a positive for you right now, it is important to see that he also seeks to show respect to his parents. He understands that his father does things a certain way and isn’t trying to change him.
Also he is struggling to keep his parents happy and his wife, but he hasn’t given up on either side. He knows his father and may have accepted that he can’t change him, but this doesn’t mean that you have to remain silent all the time.
I would encourage you to support your husband in listening to his father and mother in matters that aren’t going to have a direct or negative impact on you.
Let him show them that he respects them and appreciates their experience in life whenever possible.
At the same time, while it may be a challenge, it’s going to be important for you to remain open and honest with your husband about how you feel, starting from now.
Communicate
While sharing your fears, it’s also a chance to ask important questions.
Are there any limits to what your in-laws can interfere with?
How will he make sure your feelings and needs and rights are ignored entirely?
Has he ever stood his ground with his father before?
Use the space you both have to talk without interference and external influence. Reassure your husband that you want to have a good relationship with them, but you cannot pretend to be someone you are not. After all, he loves you for who you are. Will he be happy if you stop being yourself?
His parents
You may find it possible to ask him if he feels like he has to pretend to be someone he’s not around his parents too. It might not just be you who has fears of returning. I’m going out on a limb, of course, in suggesting this, but it wouldn’t be uncommon to find out that your husband has had to sacrifice a lot in order to please his father.
Sometimes, people can’t imagine living their life any different than the way it’s presented to them because they fear they’ll cause too much pain or be seen as an ungrateful or a disappointment to their parents.
The pressure to obey is heavy in families like his. Considering this helps to keep compassion in your heart. Try seeing him through the lens of a son trying to be good to his parents without upsetting his wife. If you can keep compassion alive, your conversations will be easier, insha’Allah.
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The People in Your Life Aren’t an Accident
I found it very insightful to read about how you used to maintain few friendships growing up because you wanted to avoid being around people who could judge you. I can also appreciate how much comfort and love you found from your family and now your husband.
Everyone deserves a safe family to feel loved and free to be at ease with themselves. You have been blessed with this, masha’Allah. But now, there are people in your life who you cannot escape, who have very strong opinions about how things should be done.
They are in your life for a reason. They aren’t an accident. What if they are here to help you grow? To help you discover that your worth can’t be measured by someone else or taken away because of judgment.
“And I did not create the jinn and mankind except to worship Me.” (51:56)
Worship and love Allah
One of the most empowering things I can ever teach anyone, starting with my own self, is that we were created to worship Allah. This means to know Him, spend our lives seeking His pleasure and to be a believer whom He loves.
Allah made you and you belong to Him. No matter how much anyone else judges you, it is your Lord who you’ll return to. It’s Him you should have hope in and Him you should also fear.
So, perhaps these people are here so you can learn to find your voice and, when necessary, use it. All of us have to find the balance between speaking up, speaking out, or staying quiet. It’s not always wise to pick a fight, and it’s not always wise to let one go.
Relationships are one of our greatest challenges and tests, and so Allah has placed them in your life as part of your test. And being tested doesn’t mean just “accepting things” and being patient.
We are patient with what we cannot change, but when there is work to be done, we have to be willing to roll up our sleeves and work.
It sounds like you and your husband will be challenged, but it’s a decision from each of you as to whether his parents will overwhelm the beautiful relationship you’ve both created or not.
Look for the Good
While his parents may not treat you like yours, it’s important to look for their good intentions and good actions. They aren’t perfect and may challenge you in many ways. But still, keep looking for what’s good. I obviously don’t know your husband’s parents at all, but you do and you’ll know if this exercise of looking for good is deserving for them.
There are some people I’ve worked with who have abusive in-laws. In this case, I advise the wife to do what’s within her power to set a firm boundary between herself and her in-laws so that she isn’t harmed any further.
In your case, it doesn’t sound like this is the case – just really strong cultural ideas about the role of women in the family.
Make du’aa’ to Allah to guide you to what is best. Keep an open dialogue with your husband and pray for his parents too. Ask Allah to soften their hearts in a manner that allows them to support you both to have the kind of marriage you both thrive in.
Salam,
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