In this counseling answer:
“When people say “failed marriage”, it comes with a dose of shame. A failed marriage doesn’t mean that you failed at all which is what a woman who has gone through a divorce or is considering divorce often feels.”
As-Salamu ‘ Aleikom,
Thank you for your question and reaching out for some support. I could feel your overwhelm coming through in your writing. I pray that Allah (swt) guides you to the support and healing you need.
Saying “failed marriage” creates shame.
I would like to start with your last sentence first which stated that you need advice because your father wouldn’t accept another failed marriage.
It’s natural to not like the idea of divorce because a parent wants their children to be happily married. However, a loving father would hate even more the idea of his daughter suffering, being treated with disrespect, being taken advantage of, and not feel loved by her husband or the family he entrusted her to.
And what about your mother? How would your mother feel knowing that you feel so unhappy with circumstances that could change but you are being prevented from doing so?
When people say “failed marriage”, it comes with a dose of shame. A failed marriage doesn’t mean that you failed at all which is what a woman who has gone through a divorce or is considering divorce often feels. In your first marriage, you were abused. I’m so relieved to hear that you were able to leave and start over again.
Now you’re in your second marriage, and you are constantly crying. What’s failing here isn’t you. The people who are supposed to love you and take care of you are failing to do so. You are hurt and, based on your submission, your hurt isn’t taken seriously.
Emotional Manipulation Regarding Parents
I have never met a single God-fearing woman who would refuse to take care of her elderly in-laws or severely ill in-laws who can no longer care for themselves. Even when hard, any good woman would offer to lend a hand and do whatever she can to honor the parents who raised the man she loves.
Unfortunately, it’s not elder parents who demand being looked after in many cultures. The demand to be cooked for and cleaned up after starts when the couple could very well continue to do so on their own with a huge burden falling onto the new daughter-in-law.
The son has likely been raised his whole life being told that his role is to take care of and serve his parents. Something that sounds like a good idea is then manipulated. It goes from a son doing whatever he can to caring for his parents to his wife doing everything demanded of her in his place with little regard to her own spiritual needs, physical needs, emotional needs, and psychological needs.
Growing up he may have traded in his own instincts to develop male leadership for approval from a mother who would shame him and emotionally blackmail him to get what she wanted. It’s not uncommon to hear of mothers crying excessively to other family members, claiming to have developed severe health problems, or they are threatening a son (or daughter) because they didn’t give her exactly what she wanted the way she wanted it.
If it didn’t happen when he was young, it wouldn’t be uncommon to have it happen when he is an adult. I’ve witnessed this working with many of my own coaching clients.
Examples of Statements about Parents from Islam
Islamic texts have been abused creating children who turn into adults who are terrified to do anything less than fully obeying their parents.
Anas narrated from the Apostle (saw) about the major sins. He (the Holy Prophet) observed: “Associating anyone with Allah, disobedience to parents, killing a person and false utterance.” (Muslim)
It is reported on the authority of ‘Abdullah that the Messenger of Allah observed: “The best of ‘the deeds or deed is the (observation of) prayer at its proper time and kindness to the parents.” (Muslim)
Islam is a Religion of Mercy and Good Manners
Our Deen has been defined by mercy and good character.
Abu Hurayra reported that the Messenger of Allah, may Allah bless him and grant him peace, said, “I was sent to perfect good character.” (Adab al-Mufrad)
Abu Ad-Dardh narrated that the Messenger of Allah said: “Nothing is placed on the Scale that is heavier than good character.” (Tirmidhi)
Any conversation about how you should be treated should start with this foundation, and that is with kindness, mercy, and generosity.
It is common for a daughter-in-law to have some kind of clash with her mother-in-law from time to time. They disagree over how to teach the child something, what should go on the menu for a formal family party, how something should be made, or find something you say or do upsetting.
But a mother-in-law who has taqwa (God-consciousness) would work hard to forgive and focus on all of your good qualities and want what’s best for you, and the same vice versa from the daughter in law to her.
Deserving to Find Boundaries
You deserve to live in a home where you feel honored, taken care of, considered, and appreciated. Even if your in-laws didn’t prefer you, your husband should be creating an environment where you feel this way with him.
There is no culture that should go against this norm whether Muslim or not.
If you aren’t able to take care of yourself living with your in-laws, then your husband needs to learn how to care for them and you by creating the environment that will support you. That is your right. You deserve to create necessary boundaries. Before you put your foot down with a final ultimatum, there are two things I suggest you do.
Options to Work On Right Now
1) Give him the chance to take care of you. Let him know how much you are hurt and what would make it better. Let him know that you want to support him to be good to his parents but you have an obligation to take care of your own emotional and spiritual well-being. Tell him you can’t continue anymore the way things have been.
2) Teach others how to treat you. Create your own boundaries. Do what you can and stop when you can’t. Criticism may come, but when you continue to carry on, chin up, with kindness expressing that you are doing your best, it’s possible that they will adjust.
If you see no positive results at all, or your situation gets worse, then it’s time to tell your husband that couples counseling is a necessity before divorcing.
Take care of yourself.
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